Stop and look
This is me!
Really its me'
Nothing more
Nothing less.
"I am not lying!"
Even if I say those words,
You believe me false,
I really am not,
I am not I promise.
Or maybe i am.
Just wait for the mirror
To finally reflect
The lies i told;
That was never me
For I don't even know me,
I am that kind of person,
Or am a puppet,
A Gothic punk or prep,
I never will know,
Lost in the charade
One that built up;
Spreading lies about me
But the charade also lied to me.
I can't tell what i am.
To scared to truly speak up;
Scared that everyone will leave me
The only thing i know
Is fear of being left alone.
No one nea
Message after message
Talk after talk
Date after date,
I still don't know you
You don't tell me in.
Yes, we may share a kiss,
But is there ever more?
The talks end with me
But start with you!
You always avoid subjects,
Like when I try to know you!
You always blow me away!
What am I, a toy?
Am i that easy to toss away?
You say you love me
But do you really?
You still seemed to be with her!
She broke your heart
So now you play with mine.
It is weaved in your web
Already filled with your poison
I can't leave, my wings are bound!
I am lost with in the lies!
They may be like a spiders web
And stick to my skin
It is as soft
My tears are cold,
They finally stopped running.
They are drying up.
Finally I am able to see,
No fog to keep the truth at bay.
I can see what was missed
And what there is in the world.
The things that make a child smile,
Makes my arm go numb
In envy, I can never enjoy.
Lost between two realms.
I am just a spirit on the side.
I can't go and have joy
But at least now I can't feel;
Feel pain, sorrow, or guilt.
I can be like a bird,
A bird freed from it's cage.
It leaves behind it's problems,
Just everything lifted off in a breeze.
I am sorry if you feel uncertainty,
But all these emotions are new to me.
I never felt like this before,
I was always the one alone
No one caring and told the lies.
In reality it should be me with uncertainty.
You are the better person
I am the anti-social nerd,
The one left sitting at the wall.
Its not you who ever should feel that way
But me who has fallen in your clutches
Not wanting you to change or leave me;
Because in reality you are to good for me.
Why should I care anymore?
Why can't I give up?
I can dream
But its always the same.
Nothing will happen,
No one will help
I just stop and lose hope
But I can't give up?
I won't give up?
What do i want to give up?
Life? Dreams? Goals?
..... I don't know.
All I want to do is give up.
I guess I want to give up everything.
Maybe then I could be happy.
Twist and turns,
I run about
In a maze
Long forgotten.
The cobwebs build,
The dust collects.
Nowhere near the answer,
Not the ones needed
I can't give them,
When asked the one question
My heart lerches
From it's broken reminds
It collides with in my chest.
Please don't ask
When I am unable to answer.
I am caught to far in the maze
There is no way for me to leave,
Just leave me here
To be consumed by the beast.
The beast that shows no mercy;
Reality and truth,
It causes pain but it is;
It is what you want to hear.
I got to make sushi and onigiri... my breath smelt bad but i brushed my teeth. to day was nothing but good food to eat.. i might sound fat but the food was all good!
For breakfast i got pancakes, for lunch spinach and cheese ravioli in a tomato sauce, and of course sushi and onigiri for dinner!
Happy Go Lucky Poem with no real title yet by OneWithoutHope, literature
Literature
Happy Go Lucky Poem with no real title yet
Just feel free
I am as happy as a bee;
The bee with the flowers
As i watch the clouds for hours.
My smile reflects the shine,
I am so glad that your mine.
The sea is smooth and calm
As you hold my hand in your palm.
My heart skips beats
When you call my face heats.
You may say my blush is cute
I think of it like a broken flute!
I dance for days,
If it meant to be in your gaze.
The music of sound
Means nothing when you're around.
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